This is a song by a friend who I admire for his conviction and love for our Family. I have taken this song on as a personal anthem for my life in the Family THAT I WOULD NOT TRADE FOR ANYTHING. You can have the whole world, just give me Jesus

Mama, I love you and I am sticking with you, Jesus, and this Family!!!!!

Blood a da Martaz
Music and Lyrics: Jay Dee

Rap 1:
If ya trying to get rid of me homie, better be wise and do it quickly
Cuz I ain’t gonna drop, I ain’t gonna stop as long as my breath is in me
I’m a keep preachin’ the word cuz He hold me to do that’s my job.
And if ya be messin’ with me funny, be stupid to mess with my God.
For the love of my Lord, my vocal chords is screamin’ out in praise.
My love remains true only to You past my dyin’ days,
It’s driving me mad the love that I have for You and for this Family.
And those who be fighting it, shedding my blood is those who simply can’t see.
I’m free from Satan’s lies, the thing that’s makin’ me different
So you better open your eyes and realize that I’m Jesus’ servant.
The only way ya can hold me down is to put two in my main brain,
But even with that, me ain’t so sure my God might have a plan man.
For the love of the game I’m driven insane I’m livin’ my life in faith here,
The love of my brothers, the love of my sisters, a life of God, there’s no fear.
But don’t mean to scare ya, you better beware ya cause it’s a martyrs thang.
If you think you is down with the Christian crown, then take on a life of pain.

Chorus:
A twelve gage shotty went trough my whole body,
Oh Lord God-y, the gape is so hoty,
I’m a bleed for You Lord, cause You bleeded for me first.
No trigger-pulling man can quench my thirst.
For Your love I’m a scrub that needs to be lifted,
With ash on my head, now I know that I’m gifted.
I’m looking all down at these holes in my chest.
I’m feeling no pain, but I’m feelin’ so blessed.
I’m a rider, you can never stop a survivor,
When you hear the sound of a triple pop fire.
Wearing all red, there’s a sh on my head,
My body’s all twisted but loving what He said.

Rap 2:
I know you thinking me crazy cause I’m putting my life at risk
But nobody gonna be able to phase me because I know what the truth is.
I’m ruthless and I’m willing to fight this toothless if you want me,
I’ll be running around spreading the love while Satan tried to hunt me.
I’m trying to deliver a message to all the people that will hear it,
But it’s kinda annoying when they get near it they fear it.
I’m gonna be on the grine till the Roman’s take my life out, the right route
When my body’s bloody and my fights out.
Calling upon the Lord cause I’m willing to fight, but me low, low.
I just need a little faith, in the middle, I’m getting uptight with me solo,
Because my whole show is balling all around with the haters
And bullets ain’t nothing like the power that He gave us.
I’m doing it all for you Lord, I’m keeping up out of the hood,
I never be whining, me shining and my stamina’s looking good.
I could give my life for you and still it wouldn’t be even
With all the blood You bleeded. Your love is what I needed.

Anna Robb is a second-generation member of the Family International.